DEATH

[Lord Raffles]

<jerseygirl87> what you saying about dying for? you're scaring me
<mateus> oh it's horrid isn't it?
<mateus> I'm just scared incase there's no afterlife
<mateus> I REALLY want there to be one
<mateus> but imagine... what if death is JUST like before you were born... nothing...
<mateus> ...isn't that just miserable?
<mateus> and before you die... you know you're not ever going to exist
<mateus> to think
<mateus> or feel
<mateus> that's just horrible
<mateus> i wanna live as long as i can
<mateus> and fuck people who wanna die young
<jerseygirl87> why are you saying this for
<mateus> hey
<mateus> i didn't mean to upset you darling
<mateus> i wa just expressing something i've been thinking about for a while
<mateus> sorry
<mateus> you ok?