Love Child
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I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Be safe and strong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Be safe and strong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Happy New Year SuN!
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SuN
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Thanks darlin, love you too.
Im not in a relationship, esp with an asshole; it was my neighbor and her psycho bf. Which makes it somewhat worse, because I make good choices in my life and they dont, yet I pay the price of their mania all the fucking time.
I remember warning Sephy about it when I had to go to Beirut for the conference I was published in, Sephy held the fort while I was away <3 I dont think I ever really thanked him enough for taking care of my home and my cat in teh face of that bullshit next door; even though he used to push her into a tiny little round basket and make her sleep there, or so I suspect, because she never did it before I went away haha
The neighbor is a fucktard and psycho, once she ran around the streets with her foot kicked through the TV and was walking on it, the old box sets; she lives in cycles of DV and keeps changing bf's but because she is into violence, all of them are violent and beat her up; so because i am a direct neighbor and a female, they ALL have extended their violence toward me at different stages.
This guy has been going since Jan 2014 and even though I got an AVO on his ass, he kept fucking going. They were losing ther shit this year because analogue tv was turned off and they dont have a digi set HAHAHAHAH they dont even know the world is changing around them, that is how deep in heir own horror that they wade.
The worst is he would stand at my front door and growl at my dog and my dog would go ape shit; and whenever he heard any noise from next door, he would go off, any time he saw them in the street, he would try to bite his balls; i was plannign to bash him and let my dog have his fun, but I dont want my dog in trouble.
Ive told all the doctors and police my dog is my PTSD dog, even though he has no training, he is a natural; and he also has PTSD - so if they can understand why I am losing my shit, they will understand why my dog is losing his and vice versa. So even though the dog nearly attacked the police when they came to take me away, it was good, since now they know why he is this way.
I also told them fucking all - police and doctors that they are ultmately responsible for this shit going on for 10 years becasue they never took appropriate action, I told them that cunt in sydney was pretty much the same situation, violent men abusing women and the police, hospitals, courts doing sweet fuck all.
2 Months ago I told them I was gonna get a weapon from teh police evidence room and shoot up the main street of the city, I said I will not go down without taking you all with me, if you want to do nothing, do nothing - their choice and their power, but they gotta know the consequences. The psych came then, but they said "your not mad, you are stressed" I got the same psych team this time too, so they are sweet.
The Psych's are great as well, they recognize my training and professionalism, I told them I cant clinically practice while also being clinically sick - my career is at a halt because of this shit, they said I have a very thorough understanding and theoretical knowledge - damn straight I do, which is why I write such great fucking emails; but because I write such great complaints and emails and advocate so strongly, they think im taking the piss. They dont think that any more. Now they believe me.
I may try to sue the state/federal government over it, I told the cops and psych I am planning a submission to the Royal Commission into Domestic Violence and I will be detailing all of their failures in the last 10 years. Perhaps that is also why they are working with me so well, because they know what they do with me now, will become the foundation of the work they will be doing into the future after the Royal Commission makes its findings. I am NOT going easy on any of them.
After its all done I will tell the story publicly, I have it well documented for a decade - the best years of my life have been spent living with this shit and trying to sort it out.
Big love to Sephy, he closed the thread so I cant say it there, big love to you too and thnks for your well wishes. Its actually a good thing I snapped, the 10 years of violence is coming to an end. When I am out I can write properly about what happened and what else has happened, but now I dont remember anything and it needs to stay that way, since I am now a 'forensic client'. Hopefully the doctors will try to have any charges dropped, there were no witnesses so it should be ok, in fact I think this is why they chose to keep me, in the effort to save my record and career.
Its not over for the neighbor and I will not be chased out of my home, i would sooner burn hers to the ground with them all inside before I ran from my home. Fuck em
Im not in a relationship, esp with an asshole; it was my neighbor and her psycho bf. Which makes it somewhat worse, because I make good choices in my life and they dont, yet I pay the price of their mania all the fucking time.
I remember warning Sephy about it when I had to go to Beirut for the conference I was published in, Sephy held the fort while I was away <3 I dont think I ever really thanked him enough for taking care of my home and my cat in teh face of that bullshit next door; even though he used to push her into a tiny little round basket and make her sleep there, or so I suspect, because she never did it before I went away haha
The neighbor is a fucktard and psycho, once she ran around the streets with her foot kicked through the TV and was walking on it, the old box sets; she lives in cycles of DV and keeps changing bf's but because she is into violence, all of them are violent and beat her up; so because i am a direct neighbor and a female, they ALL have extended their violence toward me at different stages.
This guy has been going since Jan 2014 and even though I got an AVO on his ass, he kept fucking going. They were losing ther shit this year because analogue tv was turned off and they dont have a digi set HAHAHAHAH they dont even know the world is changing around them, that is how deep in heir own horror that they wade.
The worst is he would stand at my front door and growl at my dog and my dog would go ape shit; and whenever he heard any noise from next door, he would go off, any time he saw them in the street, he would try to bite his balls; i was plannign to bash him and let my dog have his fun, but I dont want my dog in trouble.
Ive told all the doctors and police my dog is my PTSD dog, even though he has no training, he is a natural; and he also has PTSD - so if they can understand why I am losing my shit, they will understand why my dog is losing his and vice versa. So even though the dog nearly attacked the police when they came to take me away, it was good, since now they know why he is this way.
I also told them fucking all - police and doctors that they are ultmately responsible for this shit going on for 10 years becasue they never took appropriate action, I told them that cunt in sydney was pretty much the same situation, violent men abusing women and the police, hospitals, courts doing sweet fuck all.
2 Months ago I told them I was gonna get a weapon from teh police evidence room and shoot up the main street of the city, I said I will not go down without taking you all with me, if you want to do nothing, do nothing - their choice and their power, but they gotta know the consequences. The psych came then, but they said "your not mad, you are stressed" I got the same psych team this time too, so they are sweet.
The Psych's are great as well, they recognize my training and professionalism, I told them I cant clinically practice while also being clinically sick - my career is at a halt because of this shit, they said I have a very thorough understanding and theoretical knowledge - damn straight I do, which is why I write such great fucking emails; but because I write such great complaints and emails and advocate so strongly, they think im taking the piss. They dont think that any more. Now they believe me.
I may try to sue the state/federal government over it, I told the cops and psych I am planning a submission to the Royal Commission into Domestic Violence and I will be detailing all of their failures in the last 10 years. Perhaps that is also why they are working with me so well, because they know what they do with me now, will become the foundation of the work they will be doing into the future after the Royal Commission makes its findings. I am NOT going easy on any of them.
After its all done I will tell the story publicly, I have it well documented for a decade - the best years of my life have been spent living with this shit and trying to sort it out.
Big love to Sephy, he closed the thread so I cant say it there, big love to you too and thnks for your well wishes. Its actually a good thing I snapped, the 10 years of violence is coming to an end. When I am out I can write properly about what happened and what else has happened, but now I dont remember anything and it needs to stay that way, since I am now a 'forensic client'. Hopefully the doctors will try to have any charges dropped, there were no witnesses so it should be ok, in fact I think this is why they chose to keep me, in the effort to save my record and career.
Its not over for the neighbor and I will not be chased out of my home, i would sooner burn hers to the ground with them all inside before I ran from my home. Fuck em
Love Child
One Love
Whew. I should have known better. I was like "WTF?!?!??!"
I don't remember doing that, but I guess if i had and then thought that it had looked comfortable I surely would have encouraged said behaviour. Was it the pink basket? Or was that the one we got the weasle sleeping in? Lol animals.
Accidental lockage, I didn't realise.
All the best for you too, I hope 2015 treats you well my friend.
SuN
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hahaha the one the weasel was sleeping in 
Miss my little weasel <3 good memories, cheers u xo
I should be out next week and no mention of any attempted murder/suicide charges...but then again why would they. Ive gone a got a lawyer anyway. Had a meeting with a doc yesterday and family told him we may try to sue the state, he almost rolled his eyes, then we told him I was having lunch with the Aid de Camp to the Governor, thats why I was missing for so long for lunch and they almost fell off their chairs.
Today all the stats on their board of medication errors have been taken down HAHAHAH ... thing is, connected people never need to advertise their connections
My mate who is RAAF and the Aid de Camp is going to see if he can pull some government strings, he is a great guy, survived worse than me and look where he is 
a great person and a great story.
He was telling me all about Star Wars so now I am actually going to watch it for the first time ever!!! I may need some direction from some Star Wars nerds ...ive only seen star trek, by force.
I also pulled the nurses in for a meeting yesterday over their behavior, they tried making excuses, I broke down the psychology and told them they have boundary issues and counseled them on behavior modification. Then rapped them over the nuckles for being fuck tards, since im in here to get well not fix their psychology. They may be nurses but I apply psychology for a living and they severely lack skills in those areas.
Things are looking up and hopefully no charges either Cheers trolls, its pretty shitty being around so many sick people, but I kind of find it entertaining too, as long as im not needing to counsel the staff to effect behavior change i should be fine
[video=youtube;Igt-jW4e8ts]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Igt-jW4e8ts[/video]
Miss my little weasel <3 good memories, cheers u xoI should be out next week and no mention of any attempted murder/suicide charges...but then again why would they. Ive gone a got a lawyer anyway. Had a meeting with a doc yesterday and family told him we may try to sue the state, he almost rolled his eyes, then we told him I was having lunch with the Aid de Camp to the Governor, thats why I was missing for so long for lunch and they almost fell off their chairs.
Today all the stats on their board of medication errors have been taken down HAHAHAH ... thing is, connected people never need to advertise their connections
My mate who is RAAF and the Aid de Camp is going to see if he can pull some government strings, he is a great guy, survived worse than me and look where he is a great person and a great story.He was telling me all about Star Wars so now I am actually going to watch it for the first time ever!!! I may need some direction from some Star Wars nerds ...ive only seen star trek, by force.
I also pulled the nurses in for a meeting yesterday over their behavior, they tried making excuses, I broke down the psychology and told them they have boundary issues and counseled them on behavior modification. Then rapped them over the nuckles for being fuck tards, since im in here to get well not fix their psychology. They may be nurses but I apply psychology for a living and they severely lack skills in those areas.
Things are looking up and hopefully no charges either
Cheers trolls, its pretty shitty being around so many sick people, but I kind of find it entertaining too, as long as im not needing to counsel the staff to effect behavior change i should be fine [video=youtube;Igt-jW4e8ts]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Igt-jW4e8ts[/video]
SaintLucifer
beer, I want beer
SaintLucifer
beer, I want beer
Oh shut the fuck up, bitch. It is always the 'violent man' who causes you bitches trouble. No one seems to wonder what makes the man 'violent' in the fucking first place. I have learned that women are always claiming their men 'beat them up'. Many times, the truth has come out and it was learned the bitch who called the cops was a fucking liar.
So, I ask that you fuck off about this bullshit and keep it to yourself.
SuN
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STFU Luci, your piss poor effort for some bullshit attention is a sad state to advertise. Perhaps if you slap your bitch up tonight you may feel a bit better about reading my shit...after all, its clearly getting under your thin redneck skin 
better yet, go find some phat 'nigga shlong' to choke on
better yet, go find some phat 'nigga shlong' to choke on
SuN
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I reckon you will end up with a job in there
hahaha yeah i think some interesting connections with doctors has been occurring, who knows how it will be used int he future
they like my CV and they like I was working for UNAIDS at the conference
SuN
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Nah they dont put you in a cage here unless your "non-compliant"...I was in a hospital bed with buttons to annoy shitty nurses. Its best to be compliant just to get free, they use ECT here with those who are not and who kick off in the hospital ward, shock ya brain until it doesn't work for a while.
I had all my fav drugs bought in for the first few days and once I had 'ground leave' I was absconding off to a mates house to get high, it was kinda nice not having any responsibility and getting up to mischief, been working against the tide for so long its nice to ride a wave for a while. I told them I dont use behavior to get shit done, I use my words - but none wants to take words seriously, so then what else is there to communicate with but behavior, esp if I gotta fend off violent cunts with no help - I can do it, but I like to see people do something themselves before I make them do something.
My streety-mind is coming back with full effect, but just trying to take it easy - get high and have some wild times to decompress so I dont snap harder than I did on NYE
[video=youtube;KABsYmf3fMI]https://www.youtube.com/watch?x-yt-ts=1421914688&v=KABsYmf3fMI&x-yt-cl=84503534[/video]
Since I got out from hospital those fuckers have been breaking AVO's and all manner of bullshit, but I need to behave so I dont end up sectioned under a higher level of control