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I don't care

Mirah

Mirah

I love you
I don't care what you think of me
I've been my own worst critic

Im surviving
The way I am living
it is good
I am doing a good job
I am surviving

I've figured a lot out this last year

but alot of it has been trial and error
lots of error
but not too much
and some progress
I do a pretty good job
at cooking nice meals
I get stuff done when its needed

I'm surviving
I can do better
there is always room for improvement

I'm firguring stuff out
And then other stuff
just sits there
waiting to be done
it won't be done
until I do it
Maybe it doesn't need to be done
maybe it just needs to be put away, thrown away

Then there is the empty lock
somewhere is a key
do I want it to stay empty

I don't have to figure it out right now
I really can only focus on the current day
and maybe a little of the next

everything is going to be fine
its going to be fine

I don't mind that the porch is dirty
the flowers need to be trimmed
and there are dishes to be done
I'll invite the guests over anyways
 
Been chatting with my sister more
I care about that
Found out I have a brother now
I care about that
Father is getting older
may need a poa
actually does
I sort of care about that
actually I do
wish we caught things sooner
but wishin won't do no good
 
A bowl of cereal sounds soo good
I forgot to get the sugary kind
just for fun

My skin smells nice
my apartment is toastier than it has ever been
I like it
I can turn the heat on as high as I want

There are still cold spots tho
little pockets of chill

The floor is cold
I must get another rug
 
Good gods. What even is this maudlin, self indulgent tripe? Okay. Look, lady, we get it. You're a slob, and that's the way you like it.

Why the hell did we need to know that?
 
I once met a lady
she would invite us over for coffee
or food
or drink
her place was always nice
one time she had no food
she had been out
and hadn't been home
she looked in the freezer
and said to us, "Want some lasagne?" "It tastes like crap!"
Funniest thing to hear her say
She only said that because she didn't make it
of course we said no
but I think she made it anyway
or maybe she didn't
but we probably stayed
in her kitchen and ate and had coffee until 2 am
 
I would rarely go to my other sibling's house on an empty stomach
she would always make you wait
to eat
everything had to be just so
and she is a nutritionist (and a slight control freak)
she doesn't want you eating too much

but her food is so damn good
I think she has given up the controlling nowadays anyway
 
The Highwayman said:
Good gods. What even is this maudlin, self indulgent tripe? Okay. Look, lady, we get it. You're a slob, and that's the way you like it.

Why the hell did we need to know that?
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What else are you going to read?
Chuckles bullshit posts?

Do you see anyone else posting at this hour?
No?

Okay then
well then get to posting.
Make your own god damned thread
and start
writing
Gosh
you sure are a delight
thanks for stopping by
obviously you are bored
and looking for something
something more entertaining
and you are disapointed

 
It's okay, now and then, to just be. And I don't get the reason for the faux haiku structure in posts.

I mean, it's not convincing. Or effective. Just looks... affected. Faked.
 
Well
you aren't the first person to comment on the way I write, or type and I am sure you won't be the last. Again, I don't care. I am not trying to be convincing or real or anything, its just words, typing, free form. Its not for everyone.
Good thing this isn't posted in the Proffesional writers forum.
 
I never thought I had ADHD but I've been reading articles about it recently since a friend mentioned she has it. I don't know if I have it or not, but I know I can definitely benefit from using some of the organization and focusing techniques.
I have to be very consistent and routine in doing my bills and managing my finances. If I can manage that I can take it in to other aspects of my life.
 
Nobody has ADHD, just a lack of discipline in their formative years. That's why it's only the Participation Trophy generation and those after who display it.
 
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Mirah said:
I am not trying to be convincing or real or anything,
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It takes more
effort
to insert hard returns
where there don't need
to be
any.

If you don't care, it makes more sense that you wouldn't go out of your way to sound like one of those pretentious open mic night "poets."
 
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