I Wish I didn't Love You

[The Dork Lord]

I mean: Why YOU, of all people?
Why do I care what you think?
How you feel? What you do?
Why do I write little songs
and poems to you, and
leave them on your
voicemail hoping
for a response?
Why do I
hang on
every
word
from
you?

 

[The Dork Lord]

Why does my throat close,
my heart stop beating
why do I cry just like
the whiny emo bitch
they say I am when
I contemplate not
seeing you again
not hearing you
laugh not cooking
you the steak I
promised or
even reading
the smallest
sign that
you still
care

 

[The Dork Lord]

I didn't want this. This weakness.
This fear. This subservience.
Not with anyone. Not again.
Not with anyone, but mostly
not with you. You don't
deserve my nonsense.
My need. My insecurities.
You deserve to be free.
You deserve to be happy
in a way I can no longer
be, having met you.
You deserve better
than me.

 

[The Dork Lord]

I wish I never met you,
knowing one day, I
would miss you.
I wish I never loved
you, knowing one
day I would lose you.
I wish I didn't know
with absolute stark
certainty, that you
could send me flying
back into your arms
with just one word.

 

[The Dork Lord]

I wish.

 

[The Dork Lord]

And yes, I know
It's not about
what I want
or what I
lost or
even
what
I dream.

 

[The Dork Lord]

It was never about me.
It's about you. Always
has been. I never
would have stayed
so long (nor would
others: I suspect),
if not for you.

 

[The Dork Lord]

Everything, always,
for you.

 

[Yub]

Is this because you can't fake rape Loktar anymore?

 

[The Dork Lord]

HAHA

No.

 

[Loktar]

Everything, always,
for you.

STOP TORTURING YOURSELF AND MOVE ON! I'M PRETTY SURE SHE HAS.

 

[The Dork Lord]

I wish I could. That was kinda my point.

 

[Loktar]

I wish I could. That was kinda my point.

DON'T MAKE ME CUM OUT THERE AND RAPE THE MEMORY OF HER OUT OF YOU! GRR!

 

[The Dork Lord]

its the nonsense part,

Oh. I see.

 

[Loktar]

I Love Cunt: Yes Please do. Or don't. Or Rape Me instead. And film it, then rape him and rape everyone

Can I just fuck you instead? Let everyone else rape themselves?

 

[The Dork Lord]

The funny thing is how obsolete this thread has become in just one day

 

[Loktar]

The funny thing is how obsolete this thread has become in just one day

O RLY? Well you got over her pretty quick then, eh?

 

[The Dork Lord]

They say cold turkey's the only way to beat it, right?

 

[Loktar]

The Dork Lord: 2 YEARS is pretty quicK? OK...


Well I just meant in the sense that you just recently created this thread and are now calling it obsolete.

 

[The Dork Lord]

Only in a certain sense of the word.

I'm glad i wrote what i wrote.

I might save it, I might not.

I have nothing against LC,

She taught me a valuable

lesson, and i wish her

nothing but the best.

She deserves it.