Consumer
Elder Statesman
I am done.
I am DONE with listening to sweet words that are spoken out of fear, for they are always a lie.
I am DONE with asking "polite" questions when they are used against me.
I am DONE with defense of someone who takes it for granted and then stabs me in the back.
I am DONE saying anything nice about her, save to my son who can't have his illusions shattered, and won't understand it anyway.
I am DONE with saying "Ok" when I should have said "I need to take care of myself, so no".
I am DONE with caring.
I am DONE giving opinions about predatory males and then seeing her run towards them. I should know better about this, after all "Scarry = Fun" has been one of her mantras for years.
I am done...(sigh). I wish I were done.
I wish I was alone.
I want the entire world to just go away. Except for the boy and the dog. They can stay.
Fuck.
If I could unify my mind and my heart, I would truly be terrible...
I am DONE with listening to sweet words that are spoken out of fear, for they are always a lie.
I am DONE with asking "polite" questions when they are used against me.
I am DONE with defense of someone who takes it for granted and then stabs me in the back.
I am DONE saying anything nice about her, save to my son who can't have his illusions shattered, and won't understand it anyway.
I am DONE with saying "Ok" when I should have said "I need to take care of myself, so no".
I am DONE with caring.
I am DONE giving opinions about predatory males and then seeing her run towards them. I should know better about this, after all "Scarry = Fun" has been one of her mantras for years.
I am done...(sigh). I wish I were done.
I wish I was alone.
I want the entire world to just go away. Except for the boy and the dog. They can stay.
Fuck.
If I could unify my mind and my heart, I would truly be terrible...