Stuff

[Mirah]

Stuff is on my mind
I worked 8 days straight
but it doesn't seem that long
but on day 6 I wanted to kill someone

But then you have the business owners
they work every day
Every day
but they go on big vacations
thier normal work week makes the
common worker feel lazy
but you know what-
that is the life they chose.

Like I chose to work closely w/ someone just opening a business while I was going to business school
I was either working or in class every day of the week. My friends didn't understand that.

 

[Mirah]

It was a fun time in life.

 

[Mirah]

Fire season is upon us.

But so is flooding

water is good

but water can be bad in an area ravished by fires

the rains come down

the soil is burnt, no roots, no trees to hold it there

 

[Mirah]

I ate bread recently.
Made w/ sprouted wheat and grains and seeds
what does that mean?

It hurt a little. But it was worth it.
Had a grilled cheese sandwich one day and a pbj the next.
I was in fucking heaven. Its been 4 years since I"ve had thos things to eat.

 

[Mirah]

Stuff is on my mind
day off
working lots
but also not enough
how is that possible

 

[Mirah]

The key to work seems to be to not care anymore.

I don't care.

If the owners or managers don't care, why should I?

 

[Mirah]

I listen to the crickets at night now

the birds wake me up

the quail and the dove

sparrows and swallows

wrens and finches