CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
there is ntohign
okay there is osomething
sometimes I feel a bit happier
but it's like
an echo
an old memory
old protocols
I think of my brain as an android brain
LIKE DATA LOL THE BIG ROOBOT MONKEY
you knwo
and it's like it's all programming
I have programming
I have certain programming for when I'm depressed
LIKE
I don't Knw
like the way my brain WORKS when I'm derpessed
and I'm used to it
and I run through those brain routines
right
and the same for when I'm happy
and sometimes I can access the old happiness protocols ROTUIRNE WHATEVEr
fgs
gh
h
sjgopk FUCKA SGKfh
gh
sh
h
not
but it's not reall
I'm just remembering how I used to feel when I was hpapyp
running through the old programming
it's not reall
it's not really happening
it's just a repeat
nothing more
faded
and that makes it more dpression
but he depression isn't even real either!
just a thing
nothing's real anymore
FUCKDAMNIT
__________________
I don' tlike human things
it's as simple as that
nothing human will ever work for me
can't be social
it has no intrinsic value for me
somethings are just supposed to be "fun" for everyone and they're supposed to be able to enjoy them NO MATTER WHAt eventually if they just try and actually do them
but not for me
I'm the exception that proves the rule!
I hae that expresosn
tried
always tired
borting thing fo the day
I have a thing of the day program too
I'm running it now
ther eis ntohign
ther eis tnogh
fg
s
fhd
fh
fh
dsee fuck
g
g
asjg
g
HEEHEEHe
yeah
there is nothing
reight
gs
g
Menty just sent me a youtube link
I'm going to click it
so bye
okay there is osomething
sometimes I feel a bit happier
but it's like
an echo
an old memory
old protocols
I think of my brain as an android brain
LIKE DATA LOL THE BIG ROOBOT MONKEY
you knwo
and it's like it's all programming
I have programming
I have certain programming for when I'm depressed
LIKE
I don't Knw
like the way my brain WORKS when I'm derpessed
and I'm used to it
and I run through those brain routines
right
and the same for when I'm happy
and sometimes I can access the old happiness protocols ROTUIRNE WHATEVEr
fgs
gh
h
sjgopk FUCKA SGKfh
gh
sh
h
not
but it's not reall
I'm just remembering how I used to feel when I was hpapyp
running through the old programming
it's not reall
it's not really happening
it's just a repeat
nothing more
faded
and that makes it more dpression
but he depression isn't even real either!
just a thing
nothing's real anymore
FUCKDAMNIT
__________________
I don' tlike human things
it's as simple as that
nothing human will ever work for me
can't be social
it has no intrinsic value for me
somethings are just supposed to be "fun" for everyone and they're supposed to be able to enjoy them NO MATTER WHAt eventually if they just try and actually do them
but not for me
I'm the exception that proves the rule!
I hae that expresosn
tried
always tired
borting thing fo the day
I have a thing of the day program too
I'm running it now
ther eis ntohign
ther eis tnogh
fg
s
fhd
fh
fh
dsee fuck
g
g
asjg
g
HEEHEEHe
yeah
there is nothing
reight
gs
g
Menty just sent me a youtube link
I'm going to click it
so bye