The wayword soul

[Mirah]

My life is like a ship out to sea
I am not anchored down

 

[Mirah]

This place seems interesting over here
that place seems interesting over there

 

[Mirah]

I attempt to anchor and be steady
and then I am carried away
I let myself drift
I say this is the way it is
this is the way

 

[Mirah]

I want routine
sometimes
Maybe I have it 6 days a week
and then 1 day I have no routine
no commitments

 

[Mirah]

But if I never commit to anything
then maybe all of the shiny objects will be gone
by the time I reach shore
they will have gone to the ones
who said they would be there on Sunday.
I'll see you on Tuesday, we can meet on Wednesday

 

[Mirah]

Exhausted
overwhelmed
I want to give up
not enough teammates to carry the burdens

Determined to find system that works
Trying to be strong
but realistic
Trying not to blame
or play victim
just trying to be matter of fact

 

[The Question]

What
The fuck
d00d