CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
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there isnot hgin not hoguths emty void can feel the void I am the void I'm nothing there is nothign not hte void just a thing an awarnesss that is it that is all no point pretending no thrilstdk algj not liek ou no frame of referecne justjhijg can't live this life no alternative just a stastistic lol nothing my whole existence this
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had a dream last night
i kiled a baby
lol
in the dream
outside
street outside my house
looked normal
it usually does it dreams
isn't that funny
anyway
there were lots of people
i knew them in the dream but I don't know them in rea life
and they asked me to hold the baby
and I couldn't hold it right
its head was unsopported!
and I was worried
but didn't wantt o say anythinig
because I hate drawing attention to myself
lol
so I just let it die I guess
anyway it was dead
and no one really cared much but me!
I didn't see the mother cry
weird
then this other woman took the blame!
said she had been holing the baby too
which I didn't remember happening
but I went along with it
anyway the attitude to the whole thing was just "these things happen"
I suppose they do
life is fragile
I am life
oh shit
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fgd
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gh
gh
fh
fh
h
h
_____
gh
sh
I wish I had a nose
ag
g
sga
g
nothing
there isnot hgin not hoguths emty void can feel the void I am the void I'm nothing there is nothign not hte void just a thing an awarnesss that is it that is all no point pretending no thrilstdk algj not liek ou no frame of referecne justjhijg can't live this life no alternative just a stastistic lol nothing my whole existence this
______________-
had a dream last night
i kiled a baby
lol
in the dream
outside
street outside my house
looked normal
it usually does it dreams
isn't that funny
anyway
there were lots of people
i knew them in the dream but I don't know them in rea life
and they asked me to hold the baby
and I couldn't hold it right
its head was unsopported!
and I was worried
but didn't wantt o say anythinig
because I hate drawing attention to myself
lol
so I just let it die I guess
anyway it was dead
and no one really cared much but me!
I didn't see the mother cry
weird
then this other woman took the blame!
said she had been holing the baby too
which I didn't remember happening
but I went along with it
anyway the attitude to the whole thing was just "these things happen"
I suppose they do
life is fragile
I am life
oh shit
_____-
fgd
s
gh
gh
fh
fh
h
h
_____
gh
sh
I wish I had a nose