CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
trie
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even exoplains too hard
forming words is too hard and pointlss
but maybe
maybe the charles hors filter can make it easier
by pretending what i'm writing is being written by charles horse
the old trick
but
doea that work if i tell people about it
shit
i better pretend tiat'snot a real thng
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THE ABOVE WAS WRITTEN BY CAHRLES HORSE TO FOOL YOU
_))))))))))))))))))))))))
hahah
that'll fool 'em
anyway
the
no
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THE BLEOW IS WRITTE BY CHARLES HOrSE NOT TO FOOL YOUB ECAUSE IT'S REAL AND WRITTEN BY CHARLSEO HORSE
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It's weird how depression can actually effect you so much physically. People think depression is just feeling sad, or something. They'll tell you "yeah I get depressed all the time!" Like the poeple who think they have autism because they don't like football or something. They don't know. They can't know. Do they feel like their fucking arms are dropping off? Do they feel like they're going blind? That their bones are trying to leave their body? That any form of movement is too massive to comtemplate, that even thinking itself hurts too much to try? The fucking bastards? And I don't even feel anger right now, thinking about the bastards. There are no feelings either. That's real depression. And the suicidal thoughts, can't fogot those. Well, hopefully I will forget them Maybe I'll just fall down the stairs and break my neck walking to the bathroom in the middle of the night because I wake up all the time for no reason. I think about that. I wouldn't attempt suicide, but death by indifference? I can see that happening. That could definitely be a thing. And it woudln't matter. I'd just be gone. No more of the barely there thoughts I still mange to have. A small change really. From almost nothing, to nothing. From not feeling anything to not being anything. It could happen. Maybe i'll happen. Or maybe I'll just go on and on and on and then...yeah. Neither is better. Neither is any different from the other.
My eyes are so heavy.
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ha
classic Charles Horse there
typing things
as only he can do
with his hands
his real Charles Horse hands
all alone
absolutely nobody to talk to but words on a screen and how real are they
how can you really make people understand with words
it's better than face to face though isn't it
maybe
but there's nobody to talk to face to face either
not for charles horse
even his cat is dead
and it's only going to go get worse
for charlese horse
it can only get worse
________________________
GOOD THING CHARLES HORSE IS AN INVENTED CHARACTER AND TOtALLY NOT REALLY REAL!!!!!!!!!
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t
t
e
make sure you're still alive by typing something
can'tstpekabettertype can't exist
mirroer nerons whoops don't have any
always be alone
so better type
alone
on a dying message board
therwer nobdy cares because they all have real stuff, probably worse than you soetmimes
buat at least they're reall
you're not
you were neve real
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MUST HAVE BEEN CHARLES HORSE AGAIN MEEP
gdddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
even exoplains too hard
forming words is too hard and pointlss
but maybe
maybe the charles hors filter can make it easier
by pretending what i'm writing is being written by charles horse
the old trick
but
doea that work if i tell people about it
shit
i better pretend tiat'snot a real thng
___________________
THE ABOVE WAS WRITTEN BY CAHRLES HORSE TO FOOL YOU
_))))))))))))))))))))))))
hahah
that'll fool 'em
anyway
the
no
___________________________
THE BLEOW IS WRITTE BY CHARLES HOrSE NOT TO FOOL YOUB ECAUSE IT'S REAL AND WRITTEN BY CHARLSEO HORSE
________________________________
It's weird how depression can actually effect you so much physically. People think depression is just feeling sad, or something. They'll tell you "yeah I get depressed all the time!" Like the poeple who think they have autism because they don't like football or something. They don't know. They can't know. Do they feel like their fucking arms are dropping off? Do they feel like they're going blind? That their bones are trying to leave their body? That any form of movement is too massive to comtemplate, that even thinking itself hurts too much to try? The fucking bastards? And I don't even feel anger right now, thinking about the bastards. There are no feelings either. That's real depression. And the suicidal thoughts, can't fogot those. Well, hopefully I will forget them Maybe I'll just fall down the stairs and break my neck walking to the bathroom in the middle of the night because I wake up all the time for no reason. I think about that. I wouldn't attempt suicide, but death by indifference? I can see that happening. That could definitely be a thing. And it woudln't matter. I'd just be gone. No more of the barely there thoughts I still mange to have. A small change really. From almost nothing, to nothing. From not feeling anything to not being anything. It could happen. Maybe i'll happen. Or maybe I'll just go on and on and on and then...yeah. Neither is better. Neither is any different from the other.
My eyes are so heavy.
___________________________________
ha
classic Charles Horse there
typing things
as only he can do
with his hands
his real Charles Horse hands
all alone
absolutely nobody to talk to but words on a screen and how real are they
how can you really make people understand with words
it's better than face to face though isn't it
maybe
but there's nobody to talk to face to face either
not for charles horse
even his cat is dead
and it's only going to go get worse
for charlese horse
it can only get worse
________________________
GOOD THING CHARLES HORSE IS AN INVENTED CHARACTER AND TOtALLY NOT REALLY REAL!!!!!!!!!
_____________________________
ggggggggggggt
t
t
e
make sure you're still alive by typing something
can'tstpekabettertype can't exist
mirroer nerons whoops don't have any
always be alone
so better type
alone
on a dying message board
therwer nobdy cares because they all have real stuff, probably worse than you soetmimes
buat at least they're reall
you're not
you were neve real
_______________________________________
MUST HAVE BEEN CHARLES HORSE AGAIN MEEP