Up to no good

[Mirah]

Doesn't suit me much
Doesn't suit you either
But bein good is so boring

 

[Mirah]

I am so done
fucking tired of everything

(just paperwork. Do Not Be Alarmed!)

 

[Mirah]

Fucking people writing emails saying "You did not finish this part yet"

Fucking A. I went through my emails looking for the original one you might have sent-well it isn't there. You fuck faces.

 

[Mirah]

And then other people sending me emails saying, "This is a job you might want"

 

[Mirah]

I want the fucking job I have. It is just taking forever to get there.

 

[Mirah]

Then why did I apply for these other jobs? I don't know. Because I didn't hear back from them and I have to do what i have to do. So whatever.

But why is there no "hurry up" on the other side? Like I am given 3 days to finish my crap-but not one person double checked that I did everything until I wrote 2 emails and called and said, "HEY Can you GuIZE check on this PLZ"

Please can you tell me why I'm not working yet. WTF is taking so long?

Meanwhile I'm just over here enjoying vacation in the middle of NOVEMBER WHEN ITS COLD. aNd the PASSES GET CLOSED DUE TO SNOW! MOTHER FUCKING WINTER FUCKING FUCK FUCK

 

[Mirah]

Now my blood pressure feels high. I gotta relax

 

[Mirah]

I am really grumpy.

 

[Mirah]

Also I can't tell if the hummingbird is actually getting anything out of the feeder or not.

 

[Mirah]

I don't want to walk all the way outside and tip the feeder to see if it is working right.

 

[Mirah]

Things are wierd.
I don't know how to explain it.

But also I think it is okay.

 

[jack]

Things are wierd.
I don't know how to explain it.

But also I think it is okay.

I wouldn't fret.

 

[Mirah]

I'm not.

It is just better if I write it all out.

I've been sorting my storage and many other things preparing for a move.

 

[Mirah]

When I look at what i was doing last year at this time or other years I am a different person doing different things.

 

[jack]

Same here.

 

[Mirah]

STrange huh.

 

[jack]

Yes. Plus a year passes like nothing.

 

[jack]

When uptight about things, spend a few minutes like this.