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BB's "I'm leaving TK forever": Series Finale!

Statistically and genetically speaking, you are more likely to get a girl than a boy, hence why there are more males than females on the globe right now.
 
We knew what you meant, ya lush.

I've never seen a better example of the meshings of our collective unconcious than on the right BBS. People thinking the same thing, posting the thought they assumed was unique, and then marvelling that there was someone else out there in the ether that had that same feeling/idea/connection. I've had that feeling many times reading your posts, BB.

If anything at all is to be taken from the above paragraph, take with you this thought: You have good friends who love you out in the world, BB. Even if they have had only the most cursory contact with you - the connection is there. And now that it's been made, that long silver thread stretching across miles and miles of ethernet cabling will be hard to break.

There's more to human conciousness than meets the eye, and I for one will be sending my energies down that silver chord towards you, hoping it will help, hoping it will speed a safe and effective recovery.

Really, though, it's mostly a selfish energy, because I want you to come back and post.
 
I'm really trying not to overdo this, because in all honesty, even I am getting tired of "me" here. I've been talking about leaving for so damn long it feels like I'm not even myself anymore, but some sort of damned tour guide saying someone else's itenerary. I know exactly what you mean about the connection between us all though, I only wish it were something that were talked about and appreciated before someone explains to the world that they might be dying. That's not meant in a negative way at all, either. I greatly appreciate the comments from everyone here, especially the more empathetic ones, because as sad as it may sound to some, my online friendships can and do evoke the same emotions and feelings many of my offline ones do, so the idea of me causing anyone anguish or pain is almost unbearably unnacceptable to me. Eggs can attest to this fact: I wrestle daily with my decision to tell anyone about my condition. I've always been a very VERY open person about myself, because I'm shallow and transparent like that. Some of you on here know me better than even my parents do. But its starting to get too emotional for me, and I fear in the end, I may just burn all my bridges right here at the very end of things, so the sooner I transition out of here and on to something else, the better. I want people in the coming years to think back to my online persona as being what I was before you even knew about my health, rather then being dominated by my actions and zany behaviour in these last few days here.

Plus I've always just plain damn talked too much for my own good. Why won't I just SHUT UP?
 
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