Work Out Sweat

[I Love Cunt]

I am going to hit the shower finally

 

[I Love Cunt]

I just got out of the shower, and discovered 3 bruises on the right side of my body. One is on my arm, the other on my side, and the other a little lower. WTF
Why am I so clumsy lately and why is my body bruising so easliy?
It probably always bruised easily, I just haven't ran into things like I have lately.
Perhaps it comes with house sitting and running into unexpected objects/doors/tables.

My body feels really dry
due to the soap I have been using.
FUck I hate dry hands.

My hair is wet
my stomach is slightly empty
I am slightly hungry.

I sort of wish I was at Saltys having appetizers with my boss and his wife, or shall I say my boss and her husband?! Ha! Just kidding.

I am going to a meeting instead.

It is always really akward and slightly draining anyway to hang out with the family I work for.

I guess it is becauase I am hungry'

and sort of want to do something fun

I guess


a meeting

is just a meeting

lets sit around and talk aobut why we don't drink any more

sound s like fun

especially when my sponsee isn't even showing up!!!!!!

I will get dressed and go

I am so god damned fucking hungry!

LOL

I guess I will get there for the 2nd part

which is okay

Maybe I could have some ice cream on the way

or something

 

[I Love Cunt]

I fucking dug holes today
in the sun
got a little tan
no burns
got really dirty
and stinkyi
and my clothes got dirty

the flowers look like crap
the ground is so hard
some of them are alive despite whatever
and the others
are fucking dying
and there is a whole bunch of dirt
every where

 

[I Love Cunt]

I have a lot to think about
where am I going to live?

What will I do with my life?

Will I keep living where I live?

Working where I work?

Will I make a difference in somebody's life?

Will I change anything?

Anyone?

Why was that girl walking around with no shoes on today?

Why were there 3 girls who barely had any clothes on?

 

[I Love Cunt]

I'll get dressed

eventually

 

['Gear]

ILC is the canary in the coal mine of forums.

 

[I Love Cunt]

So, when I die,
Hey wait!

 

[I Love Cunt]

Gear says I won't change anything. I know he is most likely right.........

 

[I Love Cunt]

I am just trying to figure out how I got here.

 

[I Love Cunt]

What actions led me to being where I am?

What choices?

What in-actions-Non-actions.

 

[I Love Cunt]

ILC is the canary in the coal mine of forums.

Gear is right, it is dead around here and everywhere. OMG
Do you smell the gas?
No,
that is the point
you don't smell it
you
just
die

 

[I Love Cunt]

I should journal for real about some things. Paper and pen.

 

['Gear]

Hey, bring the door down and roll the hose up in the car window will ya?

 

[I Love Cunt]

Na,
I got some living to do.

See Ya!